You now, when everything comes crashing down around you, and you have no choice but to pretend that its all ok, everything is simply peachy? Yeah. That.
I listen to music to get by. But it just makes it worse.
So, I try to write. And then I have nothing I want to write except for what is wrong.
So, I go outside and take a walk. But then the oxygen just makes my brain work more, and I think more.
And people wonder why when I'm extremely upset, I just fall asleep. Crazy, right?
So, I try to read a book out in the sunshine while listening to music, hoping that if I can't concentrate, my brain will land on something to follow, and I'll get back to simply getting by. But that doesn't work, because my brain can't focus on anyone thing.
Ugg...what a world we live in.
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